Hey Judy! It's Your Birthday.

"The truth is, everyone is going to hurt you.
You just got to find the ones worth suffering for."

-- Bob Marley

Apparently, these people -- in good and bad ways -- hurt me. There were times we physically inflicted pain. There were these words who sometimes hit below the belt when delivering their clever jokes. There were these random conversations which tickled you bones and held your breathe for long seconds out of laughing out loud. There were those aches of discipline they provided especially when you forgot what you told them on the bending of their hearts. There were this calls in the middle of sleeps, messages of the needy brokenhearted you need to attend. And there were those, who forgot the circle or those who needed to fly afar. But they are worth the malady, they are worth the annoyance for the rest of my life!

One of them... Is celebrating her (month long) birthday. Drum rolls please for my 

"ANGBOO" Judy Ann Torrecampo! 

*cymbals cymbals cymbals*

Happy Birthday Boo!

Wonder why I am featuring you in my blog? Don't be, we deserve a treat! HAHAHAHA! :D

Since elementary days that each other's presence doesn't really matter, then high school days that we began to be part of  the daily routines... (UMAY LOVE), then college days that hunger for our company existed and we battled for time to eat Mang Fred's LUGAW... And until now that we (i, almost) finished studying and began to live with two time lines, we still manage to keep the friendship. As if keeping friendship with you guys was that hard!! HAHAHA!!

I love you and will always do. Even though many things changed as we level up, somethings remained the same. We still share the crazy moments talking randomly about anything. We still love books. We still judge people together. We love food! We love gaining weight EHEM! We love poorjuan as they equally hate us because we can't be with them most of the gatherings. We still knew what number to send messages first when all of a sudden our strengths lost its foundation. We laugh about the stupid people's reasoning. And we can also be those stupid people to laugh at! We love each other's family. And so.. so.. And yeah.. We love things like this.. We can be lesbian just to put smile on our faces!

And of course.. We still support the relationship we have out of the circle..

We love to love the love of your life!

We understand the word "commitment". And we never try to compete with the additional member of the family. That's what I love in "JIJ". Believing that the more the merrier. We never tested this friendship being so demanding of the time, the presence, and being mad of the rearranged priorities. Instead we extend our hearts to reach out for who ever blessed men we love. ;-)

I would rather walk with a friend in the dark, than alone in the light. Through out all the horrors and suspense we experienced, there will always be a Jho, Ivic, Judy to depend on. More problems please! :D

Forever... I will be thankful for God who stitched our paths. I am thankful for the joy, the companion, for the efforts of delivering jokes... and for listening to Ivic's jokes which is worse. Thank you for the love. All I hope now is for your happiness to be complete. For the success of your night shift job. For the protection against hold-uppers. I also pray for you and Ren, and most specially for your family to be genuinely filled with love. With the little hopes, or even you let go of the chances, I believe that God is able for all the reconciliations. My prayers are with you my boo.

From then, til now.. and longer than forever.. WE WILL LOVE YOU <3

Happy birthday silly! <3

wishful letter for a friend's boyfriend! :D

to whom it may concern,

please excuse our friend, this coming Monday, March 5, 2012. because you will feel her absence on her birthday.

we knew this is MUCH to ask from you but can we be with her just for that day?
we plan to throw a party for her.. actually, you could join us too..
maybe it won't take long... just half ta day will do! and she's all yours again!
can we have a talk because a thing is sort of unclear, and we feel the walls are erecting between with its different tags on. and we wanted to smash them down and let this friendship grow once more!
or if that's still impossible, will an hour be a pivotal disturbance on your plans?
we just wanted to put our arms around her. we miss having those chitchats with her, sit beside her, giggling about whatever. we long for her words and her voice. can you give me that chance to remind myself what it sounds like?
okay.. just let us sing a happy birthday to her.. that will be fine..
or just let us hear her wish and blow the candle.. then she'll fly at your side..

we just miss her.. this badly.. more than words could express..
and greater than the desire to feel her presence, i feel this hole in my heart, a question mark was drawn in my mind for unanswered "how is she?", that i wanted to get rid of...

we are her friends. can you remind that gal at least? if ever she had forgotten. we will remain her friends for lifetime..and if ever she can't make it that day with us, we understand.. make her happy for us!

thanks.

yours truly,
"longing friends"

BITTERSWEET DILEMMAS OF A FRIEND

“should I be happy because were friends, or should I be not cause that’s all we could ever be?..”

“should I be glad when I hear you call my name or should I be not cause that’s all you can ever call me?..”

“should I be thankful cause you trust me, or should I be not cause I can’t trust myself?”

“should I be sympathetic when I hear about your heartaches, or should I be jealous cause I’m not the one your crying your heart out for?”

“should I be happy for you when you found your special someone, or should I be not cause you’ll always be my special one?”

“should I give you the right advice to give you to her, or should I give you the wrong one to keep you?”

“do I have the rights to get hurt and get jealous when the only thing I’m holding onto is our friendship?’

“HOW CAN I SAY I LIKE SOMEONE?IF THAT SOMEONE IS YOU?"

“and if you will offer your helping hand, can I say, ‘can you help me get closer to your heart?’?”

“when your sad I’m sadder, when your crying I’m weeping, when your hurting I’m dying..”

“can’t you see how much I suffer? ‘coz I can’t protect you from all this agony.. and worse, I can’t do anything.. I have no rights.. I’m just your friend.. and can never be more than that..”