Wednesday, February 29, 2012

BITTERSWEET DILEMMAS OF A FRIEND

“should I be happy because were friends, or should I be not cause that’s all we could ever be?..”

“should I be glad when I hear you call my name or should I be not cause that’s all you can ever call me?..”

“should I be thankful cause you trust me, or should I be not cause I can’t trust myself?”

“should I be sympathetic when I hear about your heartaches, or should I be jealous cause I’m not the one your crying your heart out for?”

“should I be happy for you when you found your special someone, or should I be not cause you’ll always be my special one?”

“should I give you the right advice to give you to her, or should I give you the wrong one to keep you?”

“do I have the rights to get hurt and get jealous when the only thing I’m holding onto is our friendship?’

“HOW CAN I SAY I LIKE SOMEONE?IF THAT SOMEONE IS YOU?"

“and if you will offer your helping hand, can I say, ‘can you help me get closer to your heart?’?”

“when your sad I’m sadder, when your crying I’m weeping, when your hurting I’m dying..”

“can’t you see how much I suffer? ‘coz I can’t protect you from all this agony.. and worse, I can’t do anything.. I have no rights.. I’m just your friend.. and can never be more than that..”