Day 02 - A picture of you and the person you have been closest with the longest!

this is hard because i am FRIENDLY i can't decide who is closest to me :))) 
i just decided who is who by selecting among people in my different planets of the universe! school-family-church!

so there, i have Vic Mavs, my high school buddy who is near being my "sister"!
i have ate cess, my bhestCous ever!
and finally my childhood best friend, Junanee Arias!

how could i not love You? :D

this is my rushed shape poem for school requirements!

just right on time to meet the deadline! :D

day 1 - photo challenge

Day 01 - A picture of yourself with five facts

FACTS:

1. love Jesus!

2. a singlemom! :D

3. can have 3 consecutive sleepless days! (talent)

4. FRIENDLY MUCH!

5. love smile! :D

wishful letter for a friend's boyfriend! :D

to whom it may concern,

please excuse our friend, this coming Monday, March 5, 2012. because you will feel her absence on her birthday.

we knew this is MUCH to ask from you but can we be with her just for that day?
we plan to throw a party for her.. actually, you could join us too..
maybe it won't take long... just half ta day will do! and she's all yours again!
can we have a talk because a thing is sort of unclear, and we feel the walls are erecting between with its different tags on. and we wanted to smash them down and let this friendship grow once more!
or if that's still impossible, will an hour be a pivotal disturbance on your plans?
we just wanted to put our arms around her. we miss having those chitchats with her, sit beside her, giggling about whatever. we long for her words and her voice. can you give me that chance to remind myself what it sounds like?
okay.. just let us sing a happy birthday to her.. that will be fine..
or just let us hear her wish and blow the candle.. then she'll fly at your side..

we just miss her.. this badly.. more than words could express..
and greater than the desire to feel her presence, i feel this hole in my heart, a question mark was drawn in my mind for unanswered "how is she?", that i wanted to get rid of...

we are her friends. can you remind that gal at least? if ever she had forgotten. we will remain her friends for lifetime..and if ever she can't make it that day with us, we understand.. make her happy for us!

thanks.

yours truly,
"longing friends"

LOVE hurts so very much ..

it is the strongest force in the world and when it is blocked, that means pain.

there's two things that we can do..

we can kill the love so that it stops hurting! (of course a part of us dies too)

or we can ask God to open up another route for that love to travel.

God loves him or her (yeah) more than you do. and if you ask Him,

He will give you His love for that man, a love nothing can prevent .. nothing can destroy.

whenever we cannot love in the old, human way, God can give us a perpect way..

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BITTERSWEET DILEMMAS OF A FRIEND

“should I be happy because were friends, or should I be not cause that’s all we could ever be?..”

“should I be glad when I hear you call my name or should I be not cause that’s all you can ever call me?..”

“should I be thankful cause you trust me, or should I be not cause I can’t trust myself?”

“should I be sympathetic when I hear about your heartaches, or should I be jealous cause I’m not the one your crying your heart out for?”

“should I be happy for you when you found your special someone, or should I be not cause you’ll always be my special one?”

“should I give you the right advice to give you to her, or should I give you the wrong one to keep you?”

“do I have the rights to get hurt and get jealous when the only thing I’m holding onto is our friendship?’

“HOW CAN I SAY I LIKE SOMEONE?IF THAT SOMEONE IS YOU?"

“and if you will offer your helping hand, can I say, ‘can you help me get closer to your heart?’?”

“when your sad I’m sadder, when your crying I’m weeping, when your hurting I’m dying..”

“can’t you see how much I suffer? ‘coz I can’t protect you from all this agony.. and worse, I can’t do anything.. I have no rights.. I’m just your friend.. and can never be more than that..”