Let this song of Restless Heart gave my heart its escape hole out from my built emotional guard. Since I am keeping myself less sensitive these years for believing it was a right thing, I realized that my front made pretending a habit. Few days ago, a song revived the long gone sentiments and the longing to feel "weak"... HA! So, so-- Here's the lines!
Waking up with my head in a cloud watching the morning come
Another day of the week in a month, in a year,
in a life that's come undone
in a life that's come undone
I might as well quit trying to get you off my mind
I might as well quit hoping that this heart will heal in time
'Cause I can't burn a bridge that I'm still crossing
And I can't lose a past that I'm still lost in
I can tell myself it's over and I need a brand new start
But there's no such thing as mind over matters of the heart
Everyday there's another attempt to convince myself you're gone
Every night there's a promise I make that tomorrow I'll move on
But there's a voice inside me that calls your name out loud
A part of me still hopes to see your face in every crowd
'Cause I can't burn a bridge that I'm still crossing
And I can't lose a past that I'm still lost in
I can tell myself it's over and I need a brand new start
But there's no such thing as mind over matters of the heart
I can tell myself it's over and I need a brand new start
But there's no such thing as mind over matters of the heart
It's just the feeling, just the feeling that I have. HAHA. It may sounds like someone who failed to move on... Maybe. Or maybe my heart just miss the tenderness and how the little pinch on it reminds that its owner that she was not much of an actress. No matter how her mind try to control over what's the matter of her heart, she can never win.
